SO! this will be the first of many blogs where it's just a stream of words from.........Thoughts. this one is specifically about omg why is the fucking text so pushed in im gonna jump WAIT. ok this will also be a test to see if this looks good without indentation cuz idk those reflecting room breakdowns look weird too lemme see idk. .anyway yea this one is going to be about my on and off relationship with music and why its actually been stressing me out for a long time . ive never explicitly spoken about this to anyone